{"id":92,"date":"2021-06-07T09:26:36","date_gmt":"2021-06-07T09:26:36","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ivans.lv\/blogs\/?p=92"},"modified":"2021-06-07T09:26:36","modified_gmt":"2021-06-07T09:26:36","slug":"nakotnes-apgaismiba","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ivans.lv\/blogs\/2021\/06\/07\/nakotnes-apgaismiba\/","title":{"rendered":"N\u0101kotnes apgaism\u012bba"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Atskatoties uz pag\u0101tni, man ir tendence uz \u0101ru paust savas skumjas un p\u0101rdz\u012bvojumus, bet sl\u0113pties, kad j\u016btos labi. Citreiz, veroties atpaka\u013c, negribas gremd\u0113ties tikai s\u0101p\u0113s, t\u0101p\u0113c ir j\u0101raksta ar\u012b par priec\u012bgiem notikumiem un st\u0101stiem. Tas nepiecie\u0161ams, lai lab\u0101k izprastu, ka ir jau ar\u012b br\u012b\u017ei, kad sokas burv\u012bgi. Varb\u016bt citreiz par to nerakstu, jo t\u0101das saj\u016btas n\u0101k tik reti un liekas tik neaptveramas. Cerams, ka man to izdosies transform\u0113t t\u0101d\u0101 past\u0101v\u012bg\u0101 st\u0101vokl\u012b, kad man\u012b vairum\u0101 m\u0101jo prieki un laimi, nevis s\u0101pes un cie\u0161anas, bet to jau r\u0101d\u012bs tikai laiks. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" width=\"618\" height=\"257\" src=\"https:\/\/ivans.lv\/blogs\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/spectre1.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-93\" srcset=\"https:\/\/ivans.lv\/blogs\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/spectre1.jpg 618w, https:\/\/ivans.lv\/blogs\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/spectre1-300x125.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 618px) 100vw, 618px\" \/><figcaption>Tu saki, ka visi mani parastie triki ir blefs<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Man par visu aizg\u0101ju\u0161o laiku ir radu\u0161\u0101s vair\u0101kas pateic\u012bbas. S\u0101kotn\u0113ji v\u0113los teikt paldies visiem tiem, kas st\u0101v ar mani, st\u0101v man blakus, lai ar\u012b kas nenotiktu. K\u0101 izr\u0101d\u0101s t\u0101di cilv\u0113ki ir un ir patie\u0161\u0101m daudz, tas paties\u012bb\u0101 \u013coti iepriecina, jo gr\u016btos br\u012b\u017eos tas visu padara nedaudz viegl\u0101ku, da\u017ereiz pat daudz viegl\u0101ku. Ir j\u0101atz\u012bst, ka tiem labajiem cilv\u0113kiem neb\u016btu glu\u017ei liela j\u0113ga bez tiem sliktajiem, t\u0101p\u0113c j\u0101saka paldies ar\u012b visiem tiem nelie\u0161iem, kas mani ir vilku\u0161i uz leju, nesu\u0161i cauri cie\u0161anu up\u0113m, izmantoju\u0161i un ievedu\u0161i k\u0101rdin\u0101\u0161an\u0101. Viss tas mani ir atvedis tur, kur esmu \u0161obr\u012bd. P\u0101rsteidzo\u0161\u0101 k\u0101rt\u0101 ir j\u0101atz\u012bst, ka pagaid\u0101m esmu diezgan lab\u0101 viet\u0101. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Es noteikti nevar\u0113tu teikt, ka eju uz gaismu. Vair\u0101k eju uz patiesumu. Lai ar\u012b man\u0101 pr\u0101t\u0101 gan dien\u0101, gan nakt\u012b spokojas neskait\u0101mi pag\u0101tnes r\u0113gi, tas viss l\u0113n\u0101m izz\u016bd un es j\u016btos laim\u012bgs. J\u016btos laim\u012bgs un piepild\u012bts pats ar sevi. Darbu j\u016bras, aiz\u0146emtas dienas tas, protams, viss nekur nav zudis, bet t\u0101 zem\u0113jo\u0161\u0101 saj\u016bta, manupr\u0101t, \u0161obr\u012bd ir laime. Tom\u0113r ir \u013coti gr\u016bti par \u0161o rakst\u012bt. Visu laiku t\u0101 saj\u016bta, ka k\u0101dam noskaud\u012bs, bet v\u0113los tic\u0113t, ka st\u0101vu tam p\u0101ri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Es esmu latvietis. Es jau zinu, ka p\u0113c laimes n\u0101ks nelaime, t\u0101p\u0113c p\u0101r\u0101k \u013coti nesapriec\u0101jos, bet \u013caujiet man izbaud\u012bt vismaz \u0161o mazo laimes spr\u012bdi. Par t\u0101d\u0101m formul\u0101m dom\u0101jot, varu vien ieteikt klaus\u012bt sevi. Pirms vis\u0101m r\u012bc\u012bb\u0101m vajag apst\u0101ties, padom\u0101t, vai tas ir tas, ko patie\u0161\u0101m v\u0113los. Vai tas ir tas, ko es daru, lai justos labi un laim\u012bgs, vai t\u0101p\u0113c, ka tas t\u0101 vienk\u0101r\u0161i ir j\u0101dara. Maz\u0101k t\u0101s &#8220;vienk\u0101r\u0161i j\u0101dara lietas&#8221;, vair\u0101k tas lietas, kas to laimi un piepild\u012bjumu nes. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Citreiz es v\u0113los b\u016bt traks, dz\u012bties p\u0113c t\u0101s laimes un m\u012blest\u012bbas, to jau nevienam nedr\u012bkst liegt. Ir jau \u013coti jauki vienm\u0113r, ka galam\u0113r\u0137\u012b ar\u012b tas viss sagaida. Ir vair\u0101ki uzdevumi. Veiksm\u012bgi pabeigt ies\u0101kto, izc\u012bn\u012bt v\u0113l da\u017eas c\u012b\u0146as, tikt va\u013c\u0101 no tiem r\u0113giem. Es izt\u0113lojos, ka no s\u0101kuma j\u0101tiek va\u013c\u0101 no tiem, kas vaj\u0101 dienas gai\u0161aj\u0101 laik\u0101, p\u0113c tam no tiem, kas vaj\u0101 nakt\u012bs. Ticu, ka laiks to visu izdar\u012bs, ja ne laiks, tad mazas roz\u0101 ripi\u0146as (juridisku apsv\u0113rumu d\u0113\u013c &#8211; \u0161is ir joks). <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kad t\u0101s c\u012b\u0146as b\u016bs izc\u012bn\u012btas, es akt\u012bvi piev\u0113rs\u012b\u0161os \u010detr\u0101m jaun\u0101m liet\u0101m, kuru sec\u012bba v\u0113l nav apzin\u0101ta un tai ar\u012b nav noz\u012bmes. T\u0101s b\u016bs &#8211; suns, b\u0113rni, minivens, m\u0101ja. L\u0113n\u0101m k\u013c\u016bstu vecs, bet bez sap\u0146iem jau gr\u016bti dz\u012bvot. Galvenais notur\u0113ties pie tiem \u012bstajiem cilv\u0113kiem, kuru v\u0101rdi, darbi un smaidi silda sirdi. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Es cent\u012b\u0161os dar\u012bt visu to lab\u0101ko un \u013cau\u0161u laikam izdar\u012bt visu p\u0101r\u0113jo,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>karlis<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Atskatoties uz pag\u0101tni, man ir tendence uz \u0101ru paust savas skumjas un p\u0101rdz\u012bvojumus, bet sl\u0113pties, kad j\u016btos labi. Citreiz, veroties atpaka\u013c, negribas gremd\u0113ties tikai s\u0101p\u0113s, t\u0101p\u0113c ir j\u0101raksta ar\u012b par&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ivans.lv\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/92"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ivans.lv\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ivans.lv\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ivans.lv\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ivans.lv\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=92"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/ivans.lv\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/92\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":94,"href":"https:\/\/ivans.lv\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/92\/revisions\/94"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ivans.lv\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=92"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ivans.lv\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=92"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ivans.lv\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=92"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}