{"id":53,"date":"2020-10-25T20:35:40","date_gmt":"2020-10-25T20:35:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ivans.lv\/blogs\/?p=53"},"modified":"2020-10-26T07:39:55","modified_gmt":"2020-10-26T07:39:55","slug":"noskirsana","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ivans.lv\/blogs\/2020\/10\/25\/noskirsana\/","title":{"rendered":"No\u0161\u0137ir\u0161ana"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Ir pag\u0101jis k\u0101ds laiks kop\u0161 esmu te iegriezies, bet es jau nerakstu t\u0101d\u0113\u013c, lai izpild\u012btu k\u0101du kalend\u0101ru programmu. Es rakstu, kad man ir sakr\u0101ju\u0161ies v\u0101rdi, domas un saj\u016btas. Vismaz es gribu dom\u0101t, ka rakstu tad.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\"noskirsana\"<\/figure>\n\n\n\n

Esmu konstat\u0113jis noteiktas c\u0113lo\u0146sakar\u012bbas. Dz\u012bve m\u016bs m\u0113t\u0101 aug\u0161\u0101 un lej\u0101. Esot lej\u0101, m\u0113dzam sastapties ar skumj\u0101m, da\u017ereiz skumjas izrausa nejauki cilv\u0113ki. Es esmu pla\u0161s j\u0113dziena “labs cilv\u0113ks” piekrit\u0113js, t\u0101d\u0113\u013c, pr\u0101tojot analo\u0123ij\u0101s, “slikti cilv\u0113ki” m\u0113dz izrais\u012bt skumjas. Es piekr\u012btu, ka t\u0101ds dal\u012bjums nav adekv\u0101ts un ir gr\u016bti vad\u012bties p\u0113c vienoties m\u0113rauklas, dalot cilv\u0113kus labos un sliktos. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

To reduc\u0113jot l\u012bdz kaut kam saprotamam, lai gan es v\u0113l\u0113tos dom\u0101t, ka varu no\u0161\u0137irot cilv\u0113kus ar dzidr\u0101m dom\u0101m (labie) no tiem ar du\u013c\u0137ain\u0101m (sliktie), es piln\u012bgi noteikti to nevaru. L\u012bdz ar to tas ir t\u012bri mans subjekt\u012bvais viedoklis, kas rodas no man\u0101m saj\u016bt\u0101m, \u0161o cilv\u0113ku dom\u0101m un darbiem. Es p\u0101rsvar\u0101 intuit\u012bvi un lo\u0123iski identific\u0113ju \u0161\u0101dus cilv\u0113kus un probl\u0113mu risinu (las\u012bt: izsl\u0113dzu). Tom\u0113r da\u017ek\u0101rt gad\u0101s, ka \u0161\u0101di cilv\u0113ki man\u0101s dom\u0101s saveido ligzdas. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0160obr\u012bd es v\u0113l\u0113tos dom\u0101t, ka esmu izkristaliz\u0113jies, bet varb\u016bt tas ir \u0161aub\u012bgs spriedums. Tom\u0113r, atgrie\u017eoties pie c\u0113lo\u0146sakar\u012bbas, man\u012b rodas dusmas, dom\u0101jot par un apl\u016bkojot da\u017e\u0101dos ce\u013cos (las\u012bt: soci\u0101lie t\u012bkli) \u0161os cilv\u0113kus. Es pat neteiktu dusmas, varb\u016bt t\u0101das negat\u012bvas p\u0101rdomas. Taj\u0101 br\u012bd\u012b, kad skatos uz \u0161iem cilv\u0113kiem, mans pr\u0101ts darbojas k\u0101 uzvelkam\u0101 ma\u0161\u012bna. Kad p\u0101rst\u0101ju skat\u012bties, tad spir\u0101le ir l\u012bdz galam atvilkta. Pret n\u0101kamo, kas man pret\u012b n\u0101ks, es iz\u0161au\u0161u visas t\u0101s lodes. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Manupr\u0101t, \u0161\u0101da mana r\u012bc\u012bba ir skumja un lieka. \u0160odien es to skaidri identific\u0113ju pirmo reizi. Tom\u0113r, padom\u0101jot atpaka\u013c, secinu, ka t\u0101 esmu dar\u012bjis vair\u0101kk\u0101rt\u012bgi un ciet\u0113ji iesp\u0113jams katru reizi ir biju\u0161i citi. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pieturoties pie t\u0101s domas, es dom\u0101ju, ka \u0161\u012b situ\u0101cija ir k\u0101 poker\u0101, paties\u012bb\u0101 vien\u012bgais uzvar\u0113t\u0101js ir tas, kas nodro\u0161ina iesp\u0113ju to sp\u0113l\u0113t, ieturot komisijas maksas. Analo\u0123iski – patiesais ciet\u0113js no \u0161\u012bm dom\u0101m un r\u012bc\u012bb\u0101m esmu es pats. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ir ar\u012b lab\u0101s zi\u0146as. Es esmu to apzin\u0101jies, tas ir pirmais solis, lai es no t\u0101 atbr\u012bvotos. Es zinu, ka atbr\u012bvo\u0161os, domas p\u0101ries vienaldz\u012bb\u0101, tas jau da\u013c\u0113ji ir noticis. Nevis t\u0101d\u0113\u013c, ka nedom\u0101tu, bet t\u0101d\u0113\u013c, ka ikdiena p\u0101r\u0101k aizpild\u012bta. Tom\u0113r es apzinos ar\u012b to, ka nav d\u016bmu bez uguns. T\u0101 k\u0101 tas b\u016bs t\u0101ds abpus\u0113js domu ce\u013c\u0161, kas kaut kur debes\u012bs \u0161\u0137irsies, lai dotu vietu kam jaunam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Es daudz lab\u0101k savu laiku velt\u012btu tam, lai str\u012bd\u0113tos gan par b\u016btisk\u0101m t\u0113m\u0101m, gan piln\u012bg\u0101m mu\u013c\u0137\u012bb\u0101m. Es jau ar\u012b uz to virzos. Labas domas ir sp\u0113c\u012bgs dv\u0113seles \u0113diens. Tagad iedom\u0101simies – esam me\u017ea vid\u016b, m\u0101j\u0101, peldam basein\u0101, skan m\u016bzika, ir labi. Ir jau labi ar\u012b t\u0101pat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Es nezinu, vai \u0161is bija dv\u0113seles kliedziens, vai nesasme\u013camas p\u0101rdomas, tom\u0113r tas nu te ir. Lai lido kosmos\u0101! <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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karlis<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Ir pag\u0101jis k\u0101ds laiks kop\u0161 esmu te iegriezies, bet es jau nerakstu t\u0101d\u0113\u013c, lai izpild\u012btu k\u0101du kalend\u0101ru programmu. Es rakstu, kad man ir sakr\u0101ju\u0161ies v\u0101rdi, domas un saj\u016btas. Vismaz es…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ivans.lv\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ivans.lv\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ivans.lv\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ivans.lv\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ivans.lv\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=53"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/ivans.lv\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":59,"href":"https:\/\/ivans.lv\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53\/revisions\/59"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ivans.lv\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=53"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ivans.lv\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=53"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ivans.lv\/blogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=53"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}